The lightning looks good, must be Grace.

shazaaaaam




from
magic spells
to
toilet smells

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I never knew this would have to come
The real realization of reality has finally awakened my dead soul
killed the king in my mind
and astonished me with grace I always disregarded

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The fight is still not over
I felt ashamed
I have never fought the way I should
nor the way I could

That tar pit
That quicksand
That madness
all
gobbled my feet and my bones
crushed my head
drained my heart
swallowed me whole


but i still have my soul intact
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The greatest lessons were taught by experience
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I thought i was a goner
but
 I didn't die

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It took me a hard fall to get to myself


and
that hard fall was the same fall i had long ago
the epic fall i had on the same
season


for the same


reason




but
this time only lighter

because i know how to fall correctly.
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I fell

I chuckled
I cried
I ceased
I closed my eyes
I came to my senses

I prayed

" Must be tiring huh?"
" Yep, guess i wasn't that smart"
"well you are smart, but not wise"
"..."
" you should not waste what i gave you the first summer we met"
" I'm vulnerable to my emotions"
"I'll guard your heart"
"what if  I fail you again"
"I ll always love you."
"im so sorry"
"Just be HONEST this time, Ill always forgive you if you come with a clean heart"

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Open the eyes of my heart, Lord
I want to see you.

fast blog (straight run, from a straight sun) approx 3 min

Dark and ignorant

facets of disturbance and death







Leave the leaves alone

coz the willow is bad  as the night

put
flame upon it

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sometimes the best weapon is in your mind

and sometimes its better not to show it.


and kill from afar



a sh*t from behind (shot)




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return to the abyss
where melodies sang

but i think im too late for the boat

because it already sank

in the bloody mind of an iceberg

part shown, part hidden


like any other geniuses

that devoured the whole earth




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Who are the patriots?